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WINGS OF HOPE

 ENTRY - SEPTEMBER 9, 2023

I WANTED TO SHARE JUST HOW MUCH YOUR MESSAGE BRIGHTENED MY DAY. YOUR WORDS ABOUT LOVING MY GIFT LIT UP MY DAY LIKE A THOUSAND FIREFLIES AT NIGHT AND ALSO FELT LIKE A WARM HUG FOR MY HEART. IT'S BEEN SEVEN LONG YEARS SINCE WE LAST SAW EACH OTHER, AND I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL AN OVERWHELMING EAGERNESS TO SEE YOU. JUST THE THOUGHT OF HEARING YOUR VOICE IS SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD FOR A LONG TIME. YOU ARE NOT JUST MY FRIEND OR CRUSH; YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO HOLDS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. I HOPE WE CAN FIND A WAY TO RECONNECT SOON. UNTIL THEN, KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND. IF THERE IS A CHANCE TO MEET UP, KNOW THAT I WOULD JUMP AT THE OPPORTUNITY IN A HEARTBEAT.

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