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HAPPY NEW YEAR SUN

ENTRY- JANUARY 1,2024

Happy New Year bebbb. I hope this year brings you all the happiness and success you deserve. Although I may not fully understand my place in your life, for now, I am content to be a friend and well-wisher, always wishing and praying the best for you. The first moments of 2024 were spent in conversation with you. Our talk was ordinary, yet you brought up some important matters. I'm genuinely pleased that you asked those questions. As you pointed out, I am younger than you, and undoubtedly, I'll encounter many people in the future. However, age doesn't dictate my convictions, and just because I meet new people doesn't mean I will alter my principles. The concept of 'trust' holds profound significance. Any action should be backed by trust, and it can't be done casually. Every endeavor can lead to either a positive or negative outcome. If it's positive, it's meant for you, if it's negative, let it go and extract a lesson from it. I am not urging you to trust me forcefully, it should come effortlessly and naturally. I sense your concerns about potential future hurt, and I respect that. But if you genuinely like something, don't hesitate to seize it. It is okay to be a bit selfish and greedy. Regardless of the direction our friendship takes, I hope it blossoms into something more in the future. If not, I will always be here as a friend and well-wisher. This is the ebb and flow of life. Yes, I'm 20, with a world of experiences ahead, and I know what I am doing. After careful consideration, I have decided not to broach the topic of this "bond" until you express your thoughts. I believe it's essential for both of us to have a crystal-clear understanding before moving forward. So, I am declaring- no more confusion, we are friends only. Nailing it down. Wishing you the very best in your new endeavors, especially at your new job.



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